man, what a hard question to tackle.
it's 8:30 pm -- my usual bedtime -- and i'm pretty wide awake. i ended up turning my routine upside down today and running after i put miss a. to bed at 7 pm. it's been literally years since i've worked out at night, but i actually think this arrangement might be better for right now. a's wakeups have been unpredictable, and this morning's 5:45 am call was especially inconvenient as i had JUST pumped and was ready to run.
this way i might actually have a chance of seeing josh for a bit longer in the evenings, too. the only downside? falling asleep! this isn't usually [ever!] a problem for me, but i'm not used to endorphins so close to downtime, either. we'll see what happens.
ANYWAY. so on my little run this evening, i thought about my answer to this question: