i'm discouraged and bored and frustrated and angry (at myself) and worried and tired and and and
i can't wait to be done with the test. it's just a test, you know. not a Test. it's not Test Day, it's january 18th, which happens to be the 9009th day of my life.
i would say i can't wait for day #9010, but there's that old and wise saying that goes: 'don't wish your life away.' so i'll try not to do that.