✔ CONTEMPLATING another half marathon. maybe in charlottesville in april -- i absolutely love that race, and we'll never be this close to VA again.
✔ NOT doing terribly well with my december goals today, after a strong start. for one, i should be in bed already [i ran, but haven't showered or pumped yet. oops.] additionally, i think i've eaten my weight in sugar and assorted treats. what can i say? i was hungry. tomorrow is another day.
✔ VERY preoccupied re: getting a job. to the point where i am having a hard time focusing on anything else. it's so frustrating to be in limbo, knowing exactly what i want, but having no power to do anything about it right now other than be patient. i had clinic today in raleigh -- which i love -- and it only made me fixate more on what my days might be like in the future. IF, that is, i am granted the opportunity that i am hoping for.
✔ IN DISBELIEF that our decade-plus in NC will come to an end this summer. for years, our move to miami has been on the books for 2013. i can't believe we're actually working on finding a house in miami beach. i can't believe josh and i will both be finished with subspecialty medical training! i can't believe this year is really here.
i also cannot believe that we get to take HER with us:
annabel, you make my heart melt every day.
basically, i feel incredibly lucky. [but i'd feel juuuuuust that much luckier if i could get that job situation settled.]