Thursday, November 12, 2009

when you're up, you're up

but if you're not, that's okay too
i'm usually trying to do . . . a lot. i'm training for a marathon. i'm cooking through a cookbook (almost finished!!). i'm trying to be a good resident and read articles and things on the side. i'm attempting to keep our apartment in some semblance of order. plus, writing these posts (and drooling over the anthro offerings) takes a considerable chunk of time, too.

i guess that's mostly it, but when combined with work, it's enough. most of the time, i find a nice groove and end up meeting my goals for the day. i consider myself overall to a pretty productive and efficient person, sometimes bordering on a little . . . hypomanic (but only a little).

once in a while, though, the wheels fall off. in my typical all-or-nothing fashion, i don't just run a mile less or cook a slightly simpler meal. i just bag ALL OF IT.

that pretty much sums up the week thus far.

after my hitting-the-wall-at-5-miles run on monday (which did NOT reward me with the usual endorphin high -- i think i was too exhausted), i haven't had the energy or motivation to run. this is, to put it mildly, unlike me. especially the me with a marathon coming up in 4.5 weeks.

i also really haven't felt like cooking. or reading. or doing much of anything at all other than crashing on the couch after work and taking a nap.

i could blame it on getting over being sick (josh thinks i'm still suffering from the aftermath) or the nights-to-days switch, but i think it's just . . . me. as i mentioned, in my usual ebb and flow pattern, i spend most of my time pretty ON. but once in a while i just need a break from my checkbox-happy, goal-oriented lifestyle.

so i'm not going to feel bad about this one. marathon in 5 weeks or not, it will be okay. martha will still be there when i feel like picking up her book again. by letting myself take these few days to just do what i feel like doing, i think my world will naturally right itself sooner rather than later.

experts agree
or at least expert-pop-psychology writers. in googling the title of this post (i thought it was the name of a song! apparently not . . .), i came across this article, entitled "how to pick yourself up when you are utterly demovitated." i like the addition of "utterly", because for me there's no middle ground when it comes to demotivation.

anyway, their first tip is to take a break! so apparently they agree with my strategy.

other tips they mention are:

listing your achievements. think about what you have accomplished thus far with your efforts.

turn your attention to the bigger picture -- recall your original reasons for your goals.

work out the next step. note: not the next 30 steps, which is how i tend to think. just the first run/meal/task. much more useful and less overwhelming.

take action. well, duh. thanks for that gem of a tip.
i guess they wanted to end on an empowering "DO IT!" sort of note.

for me, i think i'll just focus on finishing with my little break and planning out my next moves just one run or dinner at a time. today, i'd like to get in a run after work. hopefully i'll feel ready to make it happen.

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11.11.09

workout: HA

doin' time: thankfully, when my kitchen mojo fails me, the resident omelet chef is always (well, usually) happy to step in. breakfast for dinner, anyone?

josh-made cheddar, mushroom, and yellow pepper omelet accompanied by a maple syrup-laden waffle. mmm, laziness tastes GOOD.

reading: nothing academic. but i did finish a wild sheep's chase (thank you azusa!). i loved it although i think i'd have to re-read it to fully GET it. as an aside, reading murakami always makes me want to a) eat spaghetti and b) spend a month living alone in a rustic cabin.

11 comments:

liveloveeatandplay said...Best Blogger Tips[Reply to comment]Best Blogger Templates

There's nothing wrong with taking a little time to decompress and just "be." You have so much on your plate it's insane, I think it's totally fine! Good luck getting your groove back!

marathonmaiden said...Best Blogger Tips[Reply to comment]Best Blogger Templates

i love those tips. definitely something i'm going to have to remember! you are so busy that i'm in awe of you soooo much!! take care of yourself girl :)

inmytummy said...Best Blogger Tips[Reply to comment]Best Blogger Templates

I think taking a break is good. I find that when I'm in the final weeks of training for something, no matter the distance, I always get a bit burnt out. And you have ten million more things on your plate than I do.

Lu said...Best Blogger Tips[Reply to comment]Best Blogger Templates

I hope the lull improves. After I got sick it took me a while to get back into the swing of things. Those are some really great tips by the way. Enjoy your break. You totally and utterly deserve it.

Denise said...Best Blogger Tips[Reply to comment]Best Blogger Templates

Feel better, Sarah! I don't know how you keep up your usual pace - everyone needs an occasional break. Sometimes just getting through the day is a big accomplishment, especially when you aren't feeling well. This was my mentality through my whole pregnancy and the reason I barely worked out the whole 9 months :)

catherine said...Best Blogger Tips[Reply to comment]Best Blogger Templates

not that you might even have time to do this, but i find doing yoga on a regular basis helps me stay motivated, focused and inspired... even just 20-30 minutes a day. maybe it'd work for you! good luck!

hjlongmo said...Best Blogger Tips[Reply to comment]Best Blogger Templates

Its refreshing to hear that you know that you need a break. I really struggle with "allowing" myself to break away from my over-zealous scheduling/to-do list mentality.

I like the idea of a serious to-do list pare down. Even taking it day by day is so much easier and realistic than planning 84 days in advance (as I like to do).

ENJOY your break and I look forward to hearing how it works for you!

Chelsea said...Best Blogger Tips[Reply to comment]Best Blogger Templates

You totally impress me with how much you get accomplished every day. I don't blame you for wanting to dump it all for a little while and recharge your batteries. If you didn't, I wouldn't believe you were human. Hope you feel back to normal soon.

Susan said...Best Blogger Tips[Reply to comment]Best Blogger Templates

While you're definitely always on the go and busy busy busy with goals and everything, we all need a break from now and then. It helps us to reenergize and refocus. Especially after being wiped out all weekend being sick! You'll come back full force after a little rest, for sure.

atilla said...Best Blogger Tips[Reply to comment]Best Blogger Templates

you know it actually takes a week or two to get over a viral illness.
Enjoy whatever rest you can get

Jess said...Best Blogger Tips[Reply to comment]Best Blogger Templates

If I had waffles in the freezer, I sooo would have eaten them for dinner too.

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