we had some sort of integrative medicine extravaganza today. my reactions ranged from 'cool!' (there's yoga at the VA!) to 'ok . . .' (hypnotic anesthesia?) to 'whaaaaat?' (reiki). as part of the reiki demo, i was 'given reiki', which meant that energy was flowing from some higher power through the reiki practitioner and into my body. apparently. after we finished, the woman said she sensed a creativity about me, especially of the visual arts type. um, sorry: no. i almost felt bad as i let her down with the truth.
also? we match tomorrow. i am no longer stressed (after all, my choices are limited and they would both be fantastic) but excited for celebration, champagne included. tomorrow it all becomes final, and maybe even a little bit real.